can you forgive me again?
for all the bad things I said
for all the bad things I did

for everything I always miss and forget

can you forgive me one more time?
as you used to do when we were younger
when we were better
when I was stronger

when not everything was about crying and feeling guilty
when not everything was about being so bad I should die

can you forgive me with a smile?
for all the pain
for all the blood
for every cruel and precipitate acts
for every attack

can you forgive me with all your heart?
without giving me that look of disapproval
without saying with your eyes I should stop this
without threatening to leave me alone forever

could you ever forget me?
could you ever leave me alone forever?

could you ever hurt me so bad I would never get up again?