The Devil calls and you shall not answer it.

23.07.2018

In a sudden urge I go to you. I've been feeling your call, but chose to ignore it for all these days. But today I needed an answer. My gf is in trouble, with her stomach aching high, and although it may be nothing new, the despair of doubt is not right.

So I question you, guide, what does the future hold for me?

And you sent me a Ten of Pentacles, to show me the logic end; the beauty of nature and physical experience cannot at will bend;

The Queen of Wands hold me, in her maternal, passionate arms; all relationships are risk-taking and you should learn with that;

The Strenght reveals itself, and tell me she can handle it; with patience and a loving approach, it'll give her enough endurance

But then the Nine of Swords came, feeling the room with despair; a guilt from the past isn't enough, you have to worry for the future and how to get there

So I guess we are actually doomed, and a new life is yet to begin, I hope the cards are wrong, because then it'll be just a matter of a simple failure from me.