Song of goodbye

This is my song of goodbye
this is our last kiss, our last time
Because I have to go...
...away

Inside of me it's growing
and my monster is coming closer!
While all my soul is burning, oh,
his birth is coming
And I do
not want
to let him hurt you...

So say goodbye, my dear
and please don't drop no tears
because it's hard, I know,
to control this fear

I can't laugh, I can't cry
But I'm here singing my song of goodbye
I can't go back, I can't be free
so I'll just wait here, missing you with me

And I can't go on and I can't retreat
letting this monster live would be my defeat
I can't be myself and I can't be no other
but now I'm all alone so it shouldn't bother me...

Oh, no...
Oh, no, it's coming out!
Growling at me
Trying to kill me, to control me

And now...

Inside of me is free
the monster got out from me
And now my soul is shining
and his dying day is coming
I just want to
go back to your arms

I can't laugh, I can't cry
But I'm here singing my song of goodbye
I can't go back, I can't be free
so I'll just wait here, missing you with me

And I can't go on and I can't retreat
letting this monster live would be my defeat
I can't be myself and I can't be no other
but now I'm with you so it shouldn't bother me...

This is my song of coming back
this is our first kiss, not our last
Because now I am with you
forever